too much alone time...

i've been home by myself every night this week... i thought it would be the best... i love me time... we usually have bible study on thursday - and i was looking forward to it this week, because it would be time with other people...

but it was cancelled...

i was planning on going to see must love dogs with friends tomorrow - opening night, which is fun... and it's a good movie... but i started getting a vibe that no one wanted to go - which isn't true... but i get a little psychotic when i've been home by myself for 4 nights straight... so it's on... opening of must love dogs... we were going to go to a deli next door to the theater and have dessert, but...

i started l.a. weight loss on tuesday... i know there are a ton of opinions about it - and i'm choosing to be optimistic... i could try to do it on my own (weight loss), but i never do... and so i'm choosing a different way... yes, it's expensive... and pretty basic... but it forces me to be accountable... and i started on tuesday afternoon and i've lost 3 pounds... the goal is to lose 2 pounds a week... so we'll see... i'll probably keep a running tab on my blog about pounds lost... but i may not identify it with flashing neon each time... i really feel it's a good program... it may not be for everyone... i'm giving it a shot... we'll see how it goes...

i saw the most disturbing thing ever today... i was going to try and post it... but i can't find it - or it won't come up, which is strange... because i found it today at work... i was looking for pictures of blocks for a project for work and i typed in "blocks" on office.microsoft.com - under the clip art and media... and one of the pictures was a picture of kids' blocks that spelled out the word "death" - and it just seemed so creepy and morbid!!! it was sad to me... and weird... how could that ever be useful? it just seems so depressing...

it's just after 10:00 and i'm seriously considering going to bed... i should get out more...